Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Nobody has ever send me poems before (dun say those forward kinds lar).. This is the very first one and it really touches my heart.. What is truly behind,Those black eyes I see,A Place in your heart,A place just for me?Do you even care,That I walk by you,Do you notice I'm there,Standing beside you?Do you get weak in the knees, When I walk by or stand there,Do you find it hard to breathe,Heck, Do you even care?If I were to die tomorrow,Would you miss me today,Would you shed a tear for me,Would you cry or would you be ok? If somebody wanted to hurt me,Would you be the shield I need,If I was confused and lost,Would you step up and take the lead?If I never looked at you,Would you still care inside,Will you ever reveal your feelings, Or will you just continue to hide?Cause' let me tell you now,I would do anything it takes,Just to be able to speak to you,Or touch you even if my heart breaks.You are everything to me,But what am I to you, Do you notice me here,Do you feel the same way too?So much confusion flying,In and out of my head,I'm smiling but inside I'm dying,And pretty soon I'll be dead.So dont hold back please, Have more courage than me,If you feel something,Dont pass up our chance to be.Just smile at me,Or give me a sign,That says you love me,And you'll always be mine. Thank you, Bene..
Poisonivy on 11/30/2005 12:17:00 PM
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Haven't been blogging for the past few days coz office is in a big chaos!! Ivy had been crying quite abit recently.. And her tears dropped again yday.. CC tendered her resignation yday and left the following afternoon.. This time round, I can't control my emotions anymore.. 2 colleagues left suddenly in less than a week can!! My eyes went teary when it's time for CC to say goodbye.. Meli came and console me with her teary eyes too.. But I started to sob instead.. Hao bu rong yi stopped crying le.. IC came over and asked me wat happened (this blur sotong knw nuts as usual).. And I cried again while explaining to her about the situation.. Hao bu rong yi stopped crying but again Chen Wei and Alex came over to ask me wat happened.. And yesh, Ivy sobbed again while repeating her story.. Silly Chen Wei even tried to coax me by offering me sweets if I stop crying.. And she cried for a 3rd while toking to Judy (she cried too of coz).. And a 4th, 5th time while chatting with Marky and Mr Loo online.. And so..... The whole sobbing lasted for almost 1 hour (or more I forgot le).. I'm such a horrible cry baby!! I tink I shld not be so emotional.. Even bossy laughed at me when she saw me sobbing.. This is sumtink that I really admire her for.. 2 great helpers left within such short notice, yet she can be so strong.. Bossy ur my idol!! I will miss them.. No matter how bad it is, life still must go on.. ---------On a happier note, I'm really touched that piggy cancelled his evening engagement to accompany me and make sure that I'm alrite.. Guessed I really scared him when I started sobbing halfway thru our tele-conversation.. But anyhow, thank you =) "I will try to be there for you whenever possible. This is what I can do. You are now my happiness, if you are unhappy I try my best to be there.."
Poisonivy on 11/29/2005 04:12:00 PM
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
I'm going crazy!! Boss wants me to take over KG's portfolio for the time being.. Which means I need to start servicing the existing clients from next month onwards.. And gosh!! December is coming in less than a week's time!! I need to go thru her clientele and determine which companies for distribution of X'mas goodies, send greeting cards, send calenders, do follow ups on proposals and rates, etc etc.. How am I suppose to complete all these in a week's time!! Sigh~ I am suppose to hand over my duties to IC before my new responsibilities come in.. My reports are the most crucial ones but I have yet to finish going thru the whole procedure with her.. Worst, this woman know nuts about Excel.. Let's see how the reports go haywire in her hands.. Sigh~~ And I haven't finish compiling my corporate database can.. I've been doing it for almost a week le.. Sigh!!When can I finish my work.................... =(
Poisonivy on 11/24/2005 09:11:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Bad news hitted not once but twice today.. Was busy updating my corporate database when suddenly Judy msn-ed me that KG is leaving today.. She had tendered her resignation yday and the mgmt decided to release her early.. It was really suddenly and all of us were rather shocked when boss finally announced and confirmed the resignation during the evening briefing.. Judy, who was pretty close to KG even cried during the briefing.. I dun even have the chance to say Goodbye to her personally.. She's a fun person to work with and I sincerely wish her all the best.. Gonna miss her alot.. =( X'mas is round the corner, everyone are doing their shopping for the season.. I too, was walking ard in Taka when suddenly my phone rings.. Ivy 'Hello' Alicia 'Ivy, Alicia here.. Can hear me?'Ivy (with some excitment) 'Yah!! Wat's up?' Alicia 'Ivy, bad news.. Ms Tan passed away yday..'Ivy *speechless*Life is really very fragile.. At one point you can see children laughing and screaming while watching the Sesame's Street performance.. Pple were happily shopping for gifts for their loved ones.. But on the other hand, sumone who had been struggling to live just passed on so suddenly.. We should all treasure what we have.. Try our very best to achieve our goals.. Live life with no regrets, before everything is too late..
Poisonivy on 11/23/2005 09:31:00 PM
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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
The radio played 'Forever Love' just 5 minutes ago.. This used to be my favourtie song.. Used to pester XBB to sing it everyday for me..Used to feel extremely sweet whenever he sings this song.. But today, my heart aches instead.. And my eyes went teary.. What is happening? Y am I feeling this way? Just what have I done........
Poisonivy on 11/22/2005 04:10:00 PM
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How should I explain my feelings now? Felt loved yet distanced.. Happy yet confused..----------Great morning!! Ivy did not sweat a single bit today.. In fact, it's so cooling that even my boss overslept.. However, this is not the essence that brightens up my morning.. U did.. =)
Poisonivy on 11/22/2005 08:46:00 AM
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
HE told me that he likes me last nite.. It wasn't totally unexpected but still I'm taken aback by his words and actions.. In fact, I admire him for being so straight forward abt his feelings.. It's a good tink to speak up rather then keeping things to oneself.. Nevertheless, I'm still attached.. So he can jolly well forget abt the proposal..I'm sorry.. =P
Poisonivy on 11/20/2005 04:40:00 PM
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Friday, November 18, 2005
Alright.. No more change of mind..This is the Handphone (final final decision) Ivy gonna get.. 
Had even thot of a name for her (it's a girl).. Will be naming it after it's brand SONY.. *Ni Ni* wait for me!!! =P
Poisonivy on 11/18/2005 08:14:00 PM
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
Winnie shld be flying in the sky rite now.. Opps!! Dun get me wrong, she duno how to fly.. Wat I meant is that she's on her way in the plane to Aussie lar.. Hee~ Meet the girls for a small 'farewell dinner' at Lot1 yday.. It was indian food as usual but this time no prata, we had Bee Hoon Goreng instead.. And who will forget the Teh Tarik as well?? Was supposed to be on diet this week de.. But heck lar!! How can I resist the temptations of good food!! Watever......... We were happily yakking away until the auntie came over and said 'Xiao3 Jie3, Shou1 liao4 hor'.. Then only we came to realise that it was already 10pm plus!! And we haven't finish our conversation yet!! Gotta wait till Winnie's return so we can continue with the topic le.. We were so busy toking until I forgot to get someone to take a group pic for us.. Dun ask me y we always got so much to tok.. Coz I have no idea oso!! Haha!! See ya in 3 weeks time Winnie.. Will miss u de.. Remember my chewing gums huh!! *hiak hiak*
Shan and Winnie 
*FAT* Ivy and Min Meantime, here's the pic of my new seat.. I hope the mgmt won't change their mind again.. Ivy dun wanna move anymore!! Sigh~ 
Very small rite.. Luckily I'm using labtop.. 
This is one person who never fails to 'entertain' me while @ work ----------Diet plan for Wednesday --> FAILED (yes again)Diet plan for Thursday --> I GIVE UP!!
Poisonivy on 11/17/2005 08:30:00 PM
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Nightmare Part IIEeeeeeek!! Pervert attack!! Date: 15 Nov 2005, TuesdayTime: Abt 1pm plus Venus: Bukit Panjang Blk 106Derrick's maid, Tini met a pervert while on her way to fetch him back from school.. She and another fellow maid were walking to the lift when this weird uncle suddenly popped out of nowhere, took off his pants and started wiggling his 'you knw wat' in front of them!! The poor girls got a fright of their lives, screamed and run off as fast as they could.. They made a police report later that evening.. This world is really HORRIBLE can.. Y are there such sick arses who like to 'show off' their private parts so much?? Totally stupid!! Please dun let me see this weird uncle.. If not I'm going to kill him with my super high heels!! *Bleh*
Poisonivy on 11/17/2005 12:59:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Nightmare Part I Eeeeeeks!! Ivy had a terrible dream last night.. Dreamt that XBB ditched me for a GUY!! He turned into a freaking gay!! And worst, his 'partner' is an ugly fat arsehole!! And I caught him kissing the pictures they took!! *gross* Yucks!! Why on earth am I always having weird dreams??----------Diet plan on Tuesday --> FAILED (had lotsa fried chicken wings for dinner thanks to mummy)
Poisonivy on 11/16/2005 08:46:00 AM
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
The conclusion for my virgin sales call today --> Amazing!! I LOVE doing sales!! Woo Hoo!! ----------Diet plan on Monday --> FAILEDWhat's new anyway?? Haha
Poisonivy on 11/15/2005 04:31:00 PM
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Monday, November 14, 2005
Ivy's goals for this week: - Drink more water - Eat more vegetables - More fruits - Lesser meat- Lesser tibits Can't take it anymore le.. Need to lose some weight desperately man.. How to squeeze back into my levis like tat.. Sigh~
Poisonivy on 11/14/2005 12:06:00 PM
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
It's so good to lame on a lazy Sunday..Watched 'March of the Penguins' on VCD but was caught dozing off for at least 1/2 of the runtime.. It's not that the show is boring lar.. In fact it's very interesting to know penguins life.. It ain't easy for them, have to fight the cold to protect their babies, travel to a far place for food hunting.. Kinda sad when u see the babies died coz of hunger (mummy can't mk it back in time to feed them) or cold (frozen to death due to snow storm).. Mummies got eaten up by sealions (now I hate them) while fishing for food..In case you duno, penguin daddy protects the eggs and hatched them while mummy finds food.. The procedure will takes about 4 months.. During this time, daddy dun eat at all.. They will just stand there and protect his baby from the cold.. *touched* But then ah.. There's not much dialogues so u will tend to feel sleepy watching the penguins with music in the background.. But overall it was still a nice documentary lar.. ----------Went to the newly opened 'Bi4 Feng1 Tang2' at BP Plz to give my sista support.. She's now working there as a PT waitress while waiting for her N levels results.. Life is too good for this sista of mine.. So I guess abit of hardship is good for her.. At least she will appreciate life and won't spend so much $$!!Anyway, the food there is NOT GOOD and expensive.. Kaoz.. Dinner for 4 persons costed me S$50.00 lor.. Will never step into the resturant again le.. *bleh*
Poisonivy on 11/13/2005 07:58:00 PM
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
I finally finished watching 'Stairways to Heaven'.. The last episode lasted 64mins and I cried for a whole of 50mins of the show can (watched the first 15mins on tv le mah).. Thou the ending was already expected, but still it was so darn sad and touching man.. Can't help but sobbed along with Jingshu and Chenjun-ge.. The script writer is darn good man.. *applause*Now I'm wondering if there's really HEAVEN.. A world without sorrow, pain and separation.. Will I ever be there when I'm gone?
Poisonivy on 11/12/2005 12:36:00 PM
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Whether ur interested or not.. Here comes the results.........Right - The one you LOVESLeft - The one who LOVES youTop - Best Brother/Sister Bottom - Friends forever Top Right - Best friends Top Left - Your life partner Bottom Right - The one you HATEDBottom Left - The one you RESPECTED mostSo...... Mummy, Hui, Judy, Winnie, Shan & SJ LOVES me.. I'm best buddy of Min and Mr Loo.. Best brudder/sista of CJX and sista..But XBB HATES me!! Argh~~~~~
Poisonivy on 11/12/2005 12:21:00 AM
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Friday, November 11, 2005
Santa came early to town this year!! Was yakking to frens on msn yday about how much I missed Sweetalk + Mos Burger + Ban Mian frm BP Plz.. Alright, Ivy is a weirdo who keeps having food craving like a pregnant woman.. This is just so me lar.. *hiak hiak* Moments later, a sms came in "Hey, open your door.."I did wat was told and voila!! Honey milk tea on my doorstep!! Woo Hoo!! Wah sei.. This gotta stop man.. Ivy will be super fat in no time if my cravings are all satisfied like that.. Anyway, thank you 'Santa'!! P/S: It's not easy to be Santa coz Ivy became one this morning.. Tedious man.. =P
Poisonivy on 11/11/2005 08:18:00 AM
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Lai lai lai!! A quiz for u guys to kill boredom.. A word 'Jing3' (as per picture below).. If u put urself in the middle of the 'word'.. Where will u place me? 
Left, Right, Top, Bottom, Top right, Top left, Bottom right, Bottom left?Tell Ivy where will u place her huh?? Answers won't be disclosed unless there's some responses.. *hiak hiak*
Their choices:
Mum - Right
Sista - Top
Hui - Right
Mr Loo - Top right
SJ - Right
XBB - Bottom right
Poisonivy on 11/09/2005 10:24:00 PM
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Did somemore walking today.. Not much luck today as most of the management rejected our idea.. And worst, it started raining half way thru.. However, the rain drops actually helped refreshed my mind.. So it wasn't that bad afterall.. BTW, my legs got bad cramps in the middle of the nite while I'm slping.. It was so unbearable that I cried.. Or rather, I'm using this as an excuse to relieve my emotions.. I know that person will get over this very fast so what's the point of me feeling remorsed? Y shld I torture myself? Definately feeling much better now le.. =)
Poisonivy on 11/09/2005 05:08:00 PM
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Wow!! How true..Get to know yourself betterYour view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. Take this test
Poisonivy on 11/09/2005 11:16:00 AM
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What's done cannot be undone.. It's not possible to take back the words you have said.. Some things are just not meant to be.. You can't force what is not yours.. Let me cry my heart out.. Time will heal.. I will be fine..
Poisonivy on 11/09/2005 08:35:00 AM
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
I knw it's kinda silly to blog 3 times in a day.. And, not much pple are interested in my life anyway.. But still, I gonna shout it!! Ivy's long-awaited cravings are satisfied today all at one go!! She finally had her Milo Dinosaur from Bt Timah, Doritos in Salsa and chewing gums from Jaybee.. Many many thanks to SJ, who bought the food and 'delivered' them personally to my office.. It was indeed a pleasant surprise.. *super touched*
Poisonivy on 11/08/2005 08:02:00 PM
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Sales is really no easy job.. Boss assigned me the task to source for the building management's contact for the Condominums and Service Apts around our area.. Thou it's not really related to sales but I still need my legs and my mouth to do the job..After an hour of walking and talking, Ivy's legs are full of moquitos bites, make-up melted, shirt is all wet, hair is super messy and not forgetting the sweaty smell!! *gross*However, there's no regrets coz this is wat I'm aiming for in my career.. Kinda lucky today coz I've gotta almost all the contacts.. The Security uncles were really kind too.. One of them even offered me tissues coz I'm sweating like a dog.. *touched*It's a fruitful trip afterall!! =)
Poisonivy on 11/08/2005 03:42:00 PM
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Was supposed to cry the hell out of myself last night, yet I fall asleep half way thru the show!! I missed the most emotional part of the series and my gossip session with the girls on msn.. Boo hoo hoo~----------Hui sent me an interesting article from a fellow blogger.. Love Triangle and DECCTotally agree with this code.. Yes, notink will break a couple up if they are really in love.. Let me be in LOVE
Poisonivy on 11/08/2005 08:37:00 AM
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Monday, November 07, 2005
Things are getting more and more complicated.. In order not to make it worst, I have decided............. I'm going to avoid U.
Poisonivy on 11/07/2005 03:13:00 PM
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WooHoo!! Pictures are up!!Click HERE
Poisonivy on 11/07/2005 08:33:00 AM
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Sunday, November 06, 2005
What's wrong with us?XBB "I dun feel ur love anymore.."Ivy "Our relastionship seems stagnant and boring.."Someone pls tell me wat to do.. Sigh~
Poisonivy on 11/06/2005 06:37:00 PM
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Yeah!! Our surprise plan was a success!! Bought our princess Shan to Villa Bali for a surprise dinner.. The plc is darn cool!! Ambience was really good, suitable for chill out or even pak-talling.. Too bad it was already dark by the time we reached there otherwise we could have taken more pics of the scenery.. Alrite, back to the surprise.. Shan's poly gang joined us in the plot too.. Special thanks to Bao who helped to coordinate.. We had a KTV session after dinner and Shan's frens Qing Han and Vincent joined us.. And yes, Vincent is very cute.. In fact Hui and me were totally smitten by him.. Hui loves his dark eyebrows and Ivy went ga-ga over the small small eyes of his.. Muahahaha~ Heard his expectations in girls are pretty high.. Oh well, how would a handsome officer with a pending scholarship notice plain janes like us? Hui ah Hui.. Can stop dreaming le.. Hee~The M&Ms poped over to surprise Shan towards the end of the session and we went for round 3 together.. KNS, there's no milo dinosaur due to Hari Raya.. In the end, Ivy can't sleep yday coz she din satisfy her craving *Machiam pregnant*..Had a fun yet FAT day.. Watch this space for photos update yah!! =P
Poisonivy on 11/06/2005 12:00:00 PM
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
Happy 22nd Birthday to Shan and Mr Loo!! I still remember last year we were celebrating Shan's Bday @ Wala Wala and happened to meet Mr Loo there.. I even bought him a mini cake and we blew the candle just past midnight.. Time really flies man.. Now we're gonna have another celebration liao!! I'm sure we gonna have a great time later!! Shan will be a happy princess today!! *hiak hiak*P/S: Mr Loo ah.. Ur vodka is still with me hor.. U dun wan I drink liao ah.. See liao very tempting leh.. Hee~ Faster come n take ah!!
Poisonivy on 11/05/2005 02:05:00 PM
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Friday, November 04, 2005
Oh well.. Ivy's happiness is shortlived.. Super pissed off with not one but TWO idiots!! 1. Mr Loo His msn nick reads --> The world is unfair coz of my stupidness.. So being a super caring fren, I checked on how he is.. Ivy "Hey, are u alrite?"Mr Loo "No.. Sianz"Ivy "Ivy sayang.." Mr Loo "Don't treat me like a kid"WTH!! This is wat I get when I'm just trying to show my concern? So wat if his mood is bad man.. It's not the end of the world rite? He dun need to show his frustration on me one wat.. Pissed~2. Mr XBBAnother blow came after work.. XBB came up with a request which I tink it's totally unreasonable and rejected it.. And guess wat? He kicked a big fuss over it.. Y can't he be more discipline? Y can't he come up with a better time mgmt rather than relying on others all the time? Hello~~~ I'm ur GIRLFRIEND not ur MUMMY can.. Can't be bothered to go into the details.. Anyway, we've been arguing so much lately.. Wat's new rite? Even more pissed~Conclusion --> Guys our age are god damn childish!! Argh......... =(
Poisonivy on 11/04/2005 08:53:00 PM
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Infested by sandflies!! Both my legs looks like 'tai-go' now man.. So ugly!! Worst, heard the bites need at least 1 month to heal and may even leave scars behind if I keep scratching them.. Gross man.. No more mini skirts for Ivy le lar.. *sob sob*----------On a happier note, my mood is super good today ah.. Wanna noe y? Dun tell u!! Haha.. Thou got screwed by boss in the morning (which I hated most) but it did not bring me down.. La la la~ ----------Happy 22nd Birthday to Ziyi!! =P
Poisonivy on 11/04/2005 01:50:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
[Mood] Sleepy [Song] 再说一次我爱你 by 刘德华Hui said that I'm silly.. I totally agree but I can't help it wat.. I want an easy way out but my mind just can't control my heart.. Tell me wat to do will ya?? I may look happy but in fact I'm sad.. I may be smiling but deep down I'm crying.. You may not realize it but I'm a BITCH..
Poisonivy on 11/02/2005 05:03:00 PM
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Finally........ Click HERE for the pictures taken from Ivy's BKK/Pattaya Trip 2005
Poisonivy on 11/01/2005 09:27:00 PM
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I tried my best le.. But I failed to save it.. Sorry.. Maybe it's fated.. Just like a relationship.. Once it's stained, u can't get rid of it no matter how hard u try..Sigh~
Poisonivy on 11/01/2005 11:45:00 AM
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