Monday, February 28, 2005
How long more can I survive in this ‘Dog EAT Dog’ environment??
I can’t imagine boss is actually planning to ‘get rid’ of Angel until she told me last Friday. Yes, she’s slow and not good in English (she’s Malaysian) but she’s very hardworking!! How can the management discriminates her like tat?! Tink she can’t work bcoz her English sucks and PC skills are not up to standard?!?!?!?!
SM called and told me that she had found a better job and will be tendering when she’s back from maternity leave. I’m feeling so lost now.. Everybody is leaving (either resigned or being kicked out). Will my end be like poor Angel if I continue my work here? Will there be a day when they tink that I’m oso useless n kick me out?
On the other hand, I like the colleagues here and not forgetting those clients who dote on me.. Boss so far had been treating me quite ok too.. To tink of starting anew in another company really scares me.. I dun like the feeling of changing job oso..
I hope the management won’t do stupid tinks to make more pple hate them (Angel din noe abt their plans yet).
I’m totally confused and worried.. No sense of job security now..
Poisonivy on 2/28/2005 12:16:00 PM
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Saturday, February 26, 2005
I’m not only suay @ work but equally suay @ home as well..
Saw a really BIG weird looking lizard ‘sunbathing’ beside the door when I came back from bathing.. Wah lau.. I’m so damn bloody tired and was trying all ways to get it out of my room but the stupid lizard just wont move.. Bo pian got to wake up my mum for help.. Instead chasing it out of my room, that BLUR queen chase it into my computer table!! I called Eric and acted really paranoid until he can’t take my nonsense, in the end we quarreled coz of a weird lizard!!
And of coz, I can’t slp for the whole nite.. Trying all means n ways to make sure that notink fall off my bed and that the lizard dun come out of the table.. Tink the lizard is still hiding there.. I’m so tired.. *yawnz*
Poisonivy on 2/26/2005 08:50:00 AM
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Thursday, February 24, 2005
I can't explain my suay-ness..
Mon, late for work..
Tues, got blocked by msn with 'compliments' to my freaking management!!
Wed, I lost $$ again on poker on the last day of CNY..
Thurs.. The new water bottle I bought leaks!! Waste $$!!
I can't imagine wat suay things will happen for the rest of my week.. Damn~
Poisonivy on 2/24/2005 10:22:00 AM
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
According to Shan, this analysis is rather accurate.. What say you? Hmm...
~What Your Birth Month Means~
APRIL- Active and dynamic
- Decisive and hasteful but tends to regret
- Attractive and affectionate to oneself
- Strong mentality
- Loves attention
- Diplomatic
- Consoling
- Friendly and solves people's problems
- Brave and fearless
- Adventurous
- Loving and caring
- Suave and generous
- Emotional
- Revengeful
- Agressive
- Hasty
- Good memory
- Moving
- Motivate oneself and the others
- Sickness usually of the head and chest
- Easily get too jealous
I miss MSN and all the HOT gossips!!
Poisonivy on 2/23/2005 10:22:00 AM
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Monday, February 21, 2005
Shit!! I tink my co. blocked msn for good le.. Damn it!!
Look at the bloody error msg below!!
This URL http://207.46.110.252:80/ is prohibited because it contains . Please refrain from accessing this site if you had accidentally found your way here. The Management reserves the right to log and audit your access to all prohibited sites.
Poisonivy on 2/21/2005 12:53:00 PM
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Friday, February 18, 2005
Received compliments from Embassy of Israel today. The client even suggested to me that he shld tok to my GM so that I can personally handle their account.. On the other hand, Boss asked me if I’m interested in Catering Sales yday. Neh~ I’m not a *power* person and dun tink I’m ready for a promotion now.. But it would be nice if the Hotel can give me some pay increment.. Day dreaming~
The main reason that keeps me going in this job is the satisfaction I get when pple tell me that I’m good in wat I’m doing.. I love praises!! But at the same time, I’m dying for more $$ too man.. Sianz..
Poisonivy on 2/18/2005 01:09:00 PM
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Suddenly I hated John for ditching me, who marked the lowest point of my love route, who had made me so miserable for that period of my life.. Still remember that I'm was in the midst of my industrial attachment when we suddenly broke up.. Skipped work with no MC and spent 2 whole days hiding in my room w/o eating or slping, just lied on the bed and cried my way through.. Lost 3KGs and looked really hagged.. Luckily Kel was with me all this while, he never failed to call me constantly to make sure that I'm okie.. I'm blessed to have frens like him who gave me alot of attention, care and encouragement during this difficult time..
Grieved for 2 weeks and decided to ^划悲愤为力量^.. Divert all my attention in my school when the new term starts and spent all my free time picking up driving so that I dun tink so much.. I do feel lonely at first esp when I'm alone in my bed.. But most importantly is to have determination.. Notink is impossible w/o that.. And Im so glad that I hv overcome it..
Hui.. You are blessed with so many frens who cared for u.. 请你振作起来吧..
Poisonivy on 2/16/2005 03:15:00 PM
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Notink special on my Valentines Day. Took leave and slept my way until 9am and drag myself downstairs to buy breakfast for Master Eric. Watched Grammys Award until 2pm b4 heading to Liang Court for Jap Bento and curry rice. The shopping mall is having a big renovation but thank goodness my fav Gelato stall is still around. We bought a small cake from four leaves and went back TB for movie session..
^The Twin Effect^ really sucks man, I wonder y so many pple like the female duo Twins so much when they cant even act!! Anyway, we blew the candle and gave our *love speech* b4 sharing the cake with his parents and sister + future bro-in-law.. How sweet~
Poisonivy on 2/15/2005 02:00:00 PM
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It was movie marathon for Ivy for the past weekend. Here are some reviews for your interest.
Seoul Raiders - **1/2
The only thing that keeps me awake is Tony Leung. Notink much excites me in this show other then the usual ^cold^ jokes from the gang. Still prefers Tokyo Raiders.
Constantine - ****
Keanu Reeves is so damn HANDSOME!! And of coz, the plot is good thou Im still confused by some parts. Hehe~
Howl’s Moving Castle - ***1/2
Another classic by Director Hayao Miyazaki. Graphics were superb and storyline is very interesting. U will have a feeling that the movie ended so fast but it actually runs for 2 whole hours!! Well tats entertainment..
Poisonivy on 2/15/2005 01:15:00 PM
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Saturday, February 12, 2005
My colleagues reaction to my *disfigured* face:
Aiyoh!! Y ur face like tat??Eyeer.. Will get scars not ah?? U got go see doctor or not?How come got black spots on ur hand one? Oh.. Ur face oso kanna ah!!
Haiz.. Really no face to see pple liao lar.. And I din noe tat I need to see doc for this.. Its too late anyway..
And thanks to my itchy mouth, my throat starts to hurt again after dozens of love letters and cookies..
Ivy ought to slap herself!!
Poisonivy on 2/12/2005 09:21:00 AM
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Friday, February 11, 2005
My Lunar New Year is a disappointment man.. Coz I hv fallen sick again!!
除夕之夜
Went over to the Tays for my 1st round of reunion dinner after work. Was already having a bad throat but as usual I cant resist the temptation of fried ~Ngoh Hiang~, fried ~You Tiao~, braised duck, steam chicken and the yummy steamboat!! I almost cant talk after lunch and it turn worst after my 2nd round of BBQ steamboat session with my family.. Not only my voice was gone, I was disfigured as well.. Thanks to Eric who was so C.L.U.M.S.Y and splashed the hot butter onto my hand and face.. Now I have terrible burnt marks on the left side of my face as well as my right hand.. It really felt as if ur being fried, so painful until my tears really burst out man.. I really pray hard that they wont turn into ugly scars.. *fingers crossed*
Anyway, Im totally gone after the BBQ session.. No voice and feverish.. DIE!!
年初一
Was still having fever but still drag myself for visiting coz of $$ang baos$$. Not a good sigh to fall sick on the 1st day of a brand new year and that explains y I keep losing money on the gambling table.. On the other hand, Eric was on a winning stake while gambling with my uncles @ grands plc. My normally winning granddad surprised us by losing quite abit this year.. His was really mad that he keeps jumping up and down the hallway.. Silly old man~
Everyone asked me y the normally noisy Yanping is so quiet and not eating much this year. I told them that Im sick and need more $$ang baos$$ to ~heal~ my illness but guess wat?! My 2nd uncle got a stack of red packets for mum and told her to burn it and mix the ashes into water for me to drink!! Idiot!!
年初二
Felt slightly better and begin my eating feast!! Missed my aunties famous yam cake on the first day but definitely not gonna miss it again man!! Its still as yummy as ever.. Bagus!! Went to some visiting in the day and dinner was served @ Spring Court with my paternal relatives.. Was really stressed over dinner when everyone was asking me if Im still studying, what am I working as, blar blar blar.. I flet kinda lose face to tell them that Im working as a sales cord esp when they were like giving those looking down on u kinda look.. Sick!! Well, almost all of my cousins of that paternal side are getting a degree and one of them is on her way to Masters!! That explains y all of them were so hao lian.. Guess I really need to buck up to show them that Im not a loser man.. Haiz..
年初三
Back @ work today.. Still in holiday mood thou.. Hee
Poisonivy on 2/11/2005 03:01:00 PM
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Wishing all a Happy Lunar New Year!!
**** 恭喜发财 吉祥如意 ****
Poisonivy on 2/08/2005 01:22:00 PM
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Monday, February 07, 2005
CNY is around the corner and I’m having mixed feelings about it.. Happy that I am still eligible to collect ang baos from relatives and guess it will still continue for a few more years.. Sad that I might hv to skip all those new year goodies as I’ve been coughing and sneezing non-stop for the past week.. Instead of sticking to a regular medication, I continued to eat those goodies!! Blame it on my itchy mouth which can never resist temptations.. Seeing my situation right now, guess I have to kiss good bye to yummy love letters, almond cookies, prawn rolls, oranges.. :(
Was spring-cleaning my room yday and guess wat I found? A stack of letters from you guys back in AES days.. Hui contributed most of the letters.. Went thru some of the details and was really amused by them.. Brought back a lot of good & bad memories.. In most of the letters we were bitching about Emily and some other girls whom we hated back in secondary school days.. Hui was with Clement then and she will complain about how lousy he was, blar blar blar.. I’m still in love with Marcus at that time and she was somehow the ‘middleman’ whom helped passed messages, give me advices and his latest updates.. Not forgetting gossips that were so HOT then but was totally forgotten by us now..
My sis laughed at the letters and said tat y are we so outdated to write letters? Guess she’s too high tech to realize that sms and emails dun belong to our era. Even so, I still tink writing sounded more sincere.. At least u got to keep the letter forever rather then clicking the ‘del’ button after reading emails and sms..
Anyway, I had a good laugh and it really helped entertain my boring Sunday..
Poisonivy on 2/07/2005 01:39:00 PM
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Friday, February 04, 2005
Ah Hui..
Despite all unhappiness tat ur going through now.. Still wanna tell u tat..
***** I LOVE YOU!! *****
Poisonivy on 2/04/2005 02:03:00 PM
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