Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Guys.. What are your opinions on me as a fren?
A not-so-close fren told me that he and his pals thought that I looked like a PIG during secondary school dayz.. He also mentioned tat my attitude sucks as well.. Of coz, my dignity was hurt esp when he mentioned the *PIG* word.. His definition of PIG = fat + single eyelid
~Lame~
Was reflecting these few days and even asked Linda wat she tink of me last time.. Indeed, I have to admit that my attitude wasn't good during my teens.. But I can't really recall how sucky I was as it was like so many years back.. Not sure how they tink of me now or shld I say I can't be bothered anyway..
Somehow I tink those testimonials that frens commented are not 100% true.. Realised that non of your frens will say sumtink bad abt you.. Only nice flattering words will surface..
Hmm.. Any honest opinions to share perhaps? *hehe*
Poisonivy on 11/30/2004 10:54:00 AM
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Friday, November 26, 2004
No more MSN in office.. There goes my only communication with the outside world during the boring office hours.. Now I can only rot by myself in this super empty n extremely cold office..
No music to listen to (Those idiots block internet radio & I'm @ basement).. No pple to tok to in office (All will disappear for sales as early as 9am).. No one to chat gossip with in MSN (They blocked it!! Bloodly hell!!)..
I might as well die man!! This is worst then hell~~
*Sigh*
Poisonivy on 11/26/2004 01:23:00 PM
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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
I have always loved year ends.. Coz it's always time to meet up frenz whom we do not see often as everyone are occupied by their own stuff and of coz.. P.A.R.T.I.E.S!!
Times really flies.. It's our annual x'mas party for 'Gang of 6' again!! This year we have Bao to join us and had planned to have a *Potluck + Pajamas Party* @ Hui's place.. Planning abt the potluck was already a headache.. But after much discussion, we decided to have spagetti, pizza and lotsa junk food!! Gonna go on strict diet like Linda from now so that I won't grow extremely fat during the festive season (Dun tink I can resist temptations thou)..
Before that, we decided to club after Shan's and Hui's exams.. Guess we will still stick to our regular club Dbl O coz drinks there are the cheapest!! Hopefully Hui will be to join us this time and I will make sure that she won't get drunk again!! *hiak hiak*
Met the DCSE Gang on Monday to celebrate Kel's eggy day.. Bought a really yummy cake from Swissbake n I've fallen in love with it!! For the rest of the bdays or special occassions, gonna buy from there le.. The cakes there looked so good, afforable and yummy!! Wanted to have a mini potluck party @ Kelene's place but have to postpone it due to our busy schedules (Esp Giam who will not be free for the whole of dec).. Missed Fang's spagetti so much..
Hmm.. Tinking cakes, maybe I shld post all of which I've eaten for year 2004.. It will be super memorable!! Yap will do it after I've mastered how to post pics into this blog..
Well, X'mas will be spending with E and family of coz.. I've always love spending x'mas with them.. Coz the atmosphere will always be there.. Everyone will gather as a family on this day, go to church service and reunion dinner.. Hmm.. love from family~~
We planned to have a BBQ @ Winnie's place on NYE.. Still pending to see if the pits are available.. This time we will invite more frenz and partners are welcome.. *Fingers crossed* that this will be a success too..
Hoo Hoo!! So excited~
Poisonivy on 11/24/2004 09:41:00 AM
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Monday, November 22, 2004
Watched my fav prog on CNA recently and they did a story abt blogging.. They interviewed a few pple mostly teens and asked y they are so into online diary now..
One of the girls mentioned that she was doing sumtink like a 'showcase' for pple who might be interested in her.. So she will post all her pictures in the blogs as well as sum descriptions about her life.. Wat is this girl trying to do? Selling herself online? Some of the pple were not pleased and had actually post bad comments on her (E.g. cheap).. However, there's sumtink which makes me admire her courage.. She's a really confident lady but mayb she shld be more 'di diao' ba..
Another guy mentioned tat whenever he blogs, he tends to write abt unhappy incidents and his friends will drop 'comments' to console him.. After awhile, he realised that his being self pity and decided to stop his blog..
After some self reflection, I realised tat I'm being self pity in some of my blogs.. And I feels good when I see my fren's encourgments in their comments.. Sometimes I tink I can express myself better in writing rather then toking.. It's always easy to press the 'backspace' button if you type the wrong tinks.. But you can't rewind the words that comes out from your mouth.. That's y pple nowadays prefer to communicate thru chatting online or SMS.. But definately I will never promote myself online!! *haha*
At the end of the day, I still tink tat the most sincere way to communicate will be thru face to face.. So I always like to meet up with frens once in a while to really had a heart-warming chat..
Poisonivy on 11/22/2004 01:31:00 PM
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Hmph!! Without a PC at hm is a hastle man.. Now I got to write a super duper long blog for this long weekend.. So u guys bear with me yah.. *hiak hiak*
Wednesday
Thaw I could feel the atmosphere of Deepavali by visiting Little India. But I felt really uncomfortable seeing so many black-skinned pple crowding the area. Seems like we are only the 'whites' there, so we decided to skip this tour and head for dinner @ Fish & Co. instead!! The serving was HUGE for 2 pax and as usual, I can't finish my portion. Tink I was pretty bad by pushing all the food to L assuming guys are our rubbish bins. *haha*
Thursday
The start of my super duper long weekend. Went to watch 'Shutter' which really scared the hell out of me. I can't imagine watching this movie with Hui coz I noe she will scream from the start till the end of the show!! ~muahahahaha~
Anyway, Hui came over to stay for the nite and told me wat she did to make KP come back to her.. Wasn't really impressed with that guy but wat impt is that Hui likes him.. Hopefully they will start communicating properly.. All well ends well.. I'm glad tat Hui is happy now..
Friday
Shopping day!! Finally bought my the shoes which I have aimed for almost a month.. Saw a super cute & huge carebear but can't buy coz I'm really broke after all the shopping.. *sobsob* I hope the bear will still be available end of this mth.. Going to buy it once I got my pay!!
KTV with the girls were great as usual.. Tink I'm quite a mic-hogger.. *haha*
Saturday
Mama Mia was great!! Worth every single cent I paid for.. Can feel my heart aching thou when I come to tink of it.. *heehee*
L wans me to write abt me banging my head on the wall.. Long story.. We know can le.. *haha*
Sunday
Went over to KC's condo for a sun-tanning session but end up it rained half way!! Now I got tanned on my front but my back was still fair!! Irriating~~
Lame @ his plc for quite awhile to wait for the rain to stop b4 we head to Suntec for the Motorshow.. Saw Sylvester Sim from Singapore Idol while q-ing up for the tix to the stuntshow.. Thou he was friendly to the pple ard him, tink the *star* quailty in him is not really shining.. He looked really plain and is sumone I won't tk a second look on the streets.. But anyway I still like his singing..
Conclusion of Motorshow 2004:
Girls - okie nia
Cars - Cool
Car Stunt - POWER!!
Monday
Finally got a day of full rest.. Slp and eat alot for the whole day.. Heaven~~
Poisonivy on 11/16/2004 01:31:00 PM
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Received not 1 but 2 break up news from my frens..
Was toking to Fren 1 last nite and wanted to gv her a big hug n let her cry on my shoulders.. Yet I can only be on the other side of the phone to gv her advices and moral support.. I love u girl..
Felt great in the morning until another bad news came in.. Fren 2 said tat his not committing 100% in his relationship.. They are drifting away.. He wans to be single.. Is this the real reason or rather sum kind of excuse? I dare not ask him and dun wish to mk things even more complicated..
What is Commitment? To see each other everyday? Tok to each other on the phone everyday? To be there for each other no matter rain or shine?
What is Love? I really can't explain..
Sumtimes life is just so contradicting.. *sighz*
Poisonivy on 11/09/2004 01:52:00 PM
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Felt so good after reading all your comments..
Thanks for all your concern.. Really melts my heart..
I love u guys!!
*Always look on the bright side of life*
~Smilez~ (",)
Poisonivy on 11/09/2004 08:43:00 AM
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Saturday, November 06, 2004
Last nite was toally fun!! Thou we had some misunderstanding with Linda intially but all ends really well at the end of the day.. Shan (The star of the day), Min n me went to 'Spizza for Friends' for dinner. The atmosphere was cool, food were great and the service was worth paying for (thou the waiter was pretty crapy)..
Went over to Wala x2 and realised tat all seats are taken up even b4 8pm!! Decided to have coffee and continue our chit chat session @ kopi bean while waiting for the rest of the girls to join us.. Was really delighted tat Linda n Mr E came, as well as Hui who actually squeeze out some of the time her tight schedule to join us.. We cut cake, took alot of pics (still wondering how to upload pics into my blog) and I'm glad that the gang of 6 were there for each and every one of our bdays.. Love you girls so much!! *muackies*
Crowd @ Wala x2 was really great last nite.. I was actually abit high even thou I had lemon tea.. *haha* The live band was superb!! And finally they played they song we had dedicated for Shan on her eggy day.. It was such a coincidence that L was actually there with his frens too.. Drag him up to Wala x2 but realised tat his not really comfortable in this kind of environment.. He left after just awhile which actually made me feel quite bad.. Wat's a bday w/o a cake rite? So I went to kopi bean n bought him a slice of choc cake, drag him to 1 corner to kinda of force him to blow the candle (thou I was 1/2hr late).. But I'm really happy that he was happy!! In fact, I'm happy when all the pple ard me are happy!!
Poisonivy on 11/06/2004 11:04:00 AM
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Friday, November 05, 2004
Phew~~
Enrique finally rec'v news from police that they had found his wallet n documents.. And I'm so glad tat the cabby din report the case to police.. Somehow I felt bad coz it's me n my mouth that had nearly caused them trouble..
My 2 beloved brudders were complaining tat they got no $$ to take cab home after Shan's chalet last Saturday.. Tink I'm not in the right state of mind so I just mumbled tat they can jump out of the cab n run for their life so that they won't need to pay.. And these 2 idiots really did wat was told!! Enrique called me and told me tat they jump out of the cab and were so happy that they got a free ride.. But he soon realised tat he left his wallet inside the cab!! *damn it* This is so much like a drama series..
The 3 of us started to panic and I felt so bad but can't help to tink how silly they were.. In the end, we decided that Enrique shld report his wallet lost to the police as well as the cabby company and see how it goes.. In fact, his important docs like IC, sch pass r all in his wallet as well as 100bucks!! All of us prayed hard that notink will happen..
We waited until today and finally there are some news.. Tink the cabby was smart enuff to take the $$ and act as if notink happened thou he was not being honest as well..
Lesson learnt: Don't be so silly to listen to my words!! *haha*
Poisonivy on 11/05/2004 04:02:00 PM
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My mood is really sucky now.. Now I finally understand Linda's situation and I totally agree with her that most colleagues can only be colleagues.. My only friends in MNS are all gone, thou I'm still surviving but felt really lonely w/o them..
It really doesn't pay to be kind.. Sometimes I really wonder if I shld be those villains like the ones on drama serials.. At least nobody dares to step on their tails.. I can't imagine the blame was still pushed back to me even thou its not my fault and I tried so hard to cover up their arses.. Tried not to make things difficult yet was being buttered.. *Damn it* I don't mind if the client scold me bcoz they paid us so they can jolly well nag at the service we provided.. I hate being accused, esp by sumone who tinks his the boss!! Cursing n swearing rite now and I hope he will get out of my sight soon!! *Arsehole*
~~Feels like burying myself into sumone's chest and cry now~~
Poisonivy on 11/05/2004 01:33:00 PM
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Monday, November 01, 2004
I can't believed that I'm still sick after 2 weeks & 4 visits to the Doctor!! Even my colleagues were concerned and had actually asked me to go and do a blood test in case there's some problem in me.. No way I'm going to get another jab again man.. Anyway guess the virus is too comfortable with the food I ate and are enjoying this cosy weather that they can't bear to leave me.. *grinz*
Anyway Shan's chalet was a great success!! Went over to her hse to help out but in the end I ka-po some of her tarts which are meant for her guests n not forgotting drinks!! *hehe* Was raining cats and dogs and worst tink is that I've only a spag top and a mini-skirt covering me!! Was stucked in the rain and we dragged and dozed off on her sofa until abt 5pm.. So much for helping~~
Aloha Loyang was the best chalet ever!! It's so damn B.I.G with a huge living room, 4 bedrooms and a kitchen with almost everything.. But of coz, the price is like *wow*.. Crowd was good and food and cake were great!! Supposed to skip all those fried n oily stuff but heck le.. I can't resist the temptation with Linda n Hui munching all the goodies w/o me.. *hehe* Was feeling really terrible and cold after gobbling food which is equivalent to 2KG.. Luckily my super nice brudder JH took off his clothes and gv it to me.. TQ bro!!
Another gentleman CJX sent us home.. Not forgetting to compliment Kelvin Teo and gang for giving up the seats for the 3 ladies.. Your the best!! We were gossiping away in the car as usual when I suddenly paused and shouted 'OMG!!' I thaw I saw a ghost who was in white and long black hair staring at us!! Winnie, Hui n CJX got a fright as well but after a few seconds we finally realised that it's actually a Ah Lian in white spag n hot pants with a shawl covering her whole body.. ~Phew~
Another contribution goes to the ice-cream and fries I had yesterday @ Swensens. I'm sumone who really can't resist temptations. The moment I see pple licking on those yummy ice-cream I knew that I wanted some for myself too!! So here I am now, still coughing and sneezing away.. I tink I really deserved it!! *bad ivy*
Oh.. I have to tell all of u guys that ^Shark Tale^ was superb!! It was the best cartoon after Nemo and Sherk.. Here are some of the previews in text which I'm going to tempt u with..
Frankie (Dying brother shark): Lenny come closer, y am I feeling so cold..?
Lenny (The idiot shark): Oh Frankie, that's bcoz we are cold blooded..
Oscar (The hip-hop marine fish): Just in case you're hungry, would you...
Lenny: Don't worry I won't eat anyone.. I know you will laugh at this.. But I'm a vegetarian..
~Muahahahaha~
Poisonivy on 11/01/2004 01:22:00 PM
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