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Friday, September 30, 2005

I won I won I won!!

That arsehole just sent me an email to apologise.

I'm a Big Fat Dummy

Morale of the story - Don't take Ivy for granted!!

Poisonivy on 9/30/2005 04:10:00 PM

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I dun feel good.. Physically and emotionally..

Feeling rather weak now.. I've not been eating and slping well these couple of days.. Almost wanted to vomit coz I ate too much for lunch just now le.. Considering that I din had my dinner yday and breakfast this morning.. My head is killing me.. Felt as if there's a mini Hurricane Katherina inside.. Mummy was telling me how pale I look and my pimples are also popping out le.. Need to sleep badly man..

Worst, Ivy still need to work tml when pple are already saying T.G.I.F

Sianz man.. =(

Poisonivy on 9/30/2005 02:36:00 PM

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Linda is right, guys are full of shit!!

You tink you know me? You tink you love me more then anything else? No you don't!!

You dun understand my work.. After a long day, I need to rest.. I need time for myself, I need to relax.. But you dun understand that.. Guess you need a chatline more then me..

I give you ample freedom to do watever you wan.. You can go out with your frens anytime you wan.. You can club all you want.. Instead of appreciating it, you accused me that I dun feel that you're impt to me.. So now you want me to be possessive? I can do that but at the end of the day you will come out with other excuses to accuse me.. Wat for?

You duno my needs.. And worst of all, you lied to me.. Countless times.. I duno if I can't trust u anymore.. I doubt you, I doubt my own feelings, I doubt this relationship.. Wat's the point of promising when you always break it? Have Faith? Wat is faith when there is no trust at all? I dun even trust myself so how could I trust you?

And for Ms CX, stop giving me that weird look of yours.. The more funny u behave the more I will suspect there's sumtink going on.. After all, who will call a guy in the middle of the nite just to let him know your whereabouts?

I thot I'm in heaven and will be happy but I was pushed to hell.. I'm in pain, my heart is bleeding.. Get me out of here please.. I'm tired.. Very tired..

Poisonivy on 9/30/2005 08:30:00 AM

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

U will never understand my needs..

Go on and be self centered.. I dun care anymore!

Poisonivy on 9/29/2005 12:47:00 PM

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Was listening to some songs last nite and realised that alot of them are about REGRETS..

Is this the characteristic of all mankind? Always allow their self-centerness (is there a word like this?) a.k.a Kiasi Kiasu attitude over rule their mind, makes the wrong decisions and then regret..

Should we be contented of wat we already have now? Or should we pick up our courage to pursue wat we always thot it's impossible but yearn for?

Watever it is, there can't be any regrets..

Poisonivy on 9/29/2005 09:35:00 AM

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

I can understand how Hui feels now..

Ivy will go crazy if this goes on.. Had not been slping well since Sat.. I just can't sleep at nite no matter how tired I am.. Basically I sleep after 2am for the past few days and due to some reasons, I only get to sleep at 5am this morning..

Guess I'm starting to have Insomnia.. I looked very very tired and pale now.. This gonna affect my work and life man.. Sigh~

For once, I craved for my bed more than food!! I need to sleep!! *Blur Blur*

Poisonivy on 9/28/2005 09:53:00 AM

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Monday, September 26, 2005

Felt so much better after a chat with Linda..

I know where my stand is now.. No more confusion.. No more frustration.. Just let natural take it's courses.. Hope Ivy can be a happier person..

Thanks babe!! =)

Poisonivy on 9/26/2005 12:24:00 PM

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Mood -> Apologetic
Song -> 比我幸福 by Daniel Chan

After almost 6years, I finally picked up the courage to say 'I'm Sorry'..

Sorry that I hv hurted u.. Sorry to make u feel betrayed..

Guessed it's fated.. Some tinks are just not meant to be..

Thanks for singing the song again..
我相信我们一定会找到各自的幸福..

Poisonivy on 9/26/2005 08:29:00 AM

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

Hui is right.. It might be the 'transition period'..

2 years ago it's him and now it's my karma..

Have faith in him.. Have faith in me.. Have faith in this relationship..

Poisonivy on 9/25/2005 10:47:00 PM

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Does retribution really exist in this world??

I'm afraid.. So afraid..

Poisonivy on 9/25/2005 10:20:00 AM

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

Y must u lie to me?

I'm really upset and disappointed..

Poisonivy on 9/24/2005 09:10:00 AM

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Friday, September 23, 2005

First it's on.. Then can't confirm.. Then off.. Then on again.. Then can't confirm again.. Then on again..

And now.. It's OFF again.. Or on?? Or can't confirm??

This is just plain stupid!! WTH

Poisonivy on 9/23/2005 02:56:00 PM

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Notink much to whine about today.. Felt rather bo liao and took this test..

Your Birthdate and You

Your Life
You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence.

Your Love
You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often progress quickly.

Poisonivy on 9/23/2005 02:04:00 PM

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

I'm darn sick of all these craps..

I am NOT going to sit down here, wait, get disappointed again and again..

My patience is up..

Poisonivy on 9/22/2005 11:00:00 AM

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Got a feeling Saturday's outing will be off..

Shan, we can start tinking abt our alternative plan le.. =)

Poisonivy on 9/22/2005 08:44:00 AM

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

ORD loooooooooooooooooo!!!

After a long wait of 2.5yrs, XBB finally gotta back his pink IC.. And of coz I'm really excited for his new pharse of life.. Now his got more responsibility as a mature adult, I pray that he can find a good job and establish his career path.. Earn more $$ and feed me fat fat!! Hoo Hoo!!

Check out his *oh so smart* look during his ORD parade yday..

March March March..

The final formation *ivy salutes*

Darling looked like 'Mian Bao Chao Ren' *heehee*

XBB with Papa and Mummy Tay

The woman (me lar!!) who stood by him thru thick and thin

I like this pic the most (thou it's darn blur due to my lousy skill)..
Felt really touched when they played the 'farewell' song which I duno how to spell lar..

Darling with Johnathan a.k.a the cockster of the platoon

May these guys remains best pals forever!! ORD lor!!

Poisonivy on 9/20/2005 08:40:00 PM

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The Black Eyed Peas going to Club Momo today??

Today is Black Eyed Peas day coz they are having their first concert in SIN.. Wanted to go very much coz I noe it will be a super happening concert.. But then, hv to save for my BKK trip so gotta kiss them goodbye le..

XBB heard that they will be partying at momo after their gag and his going there to kaypo with his frenz tonite.. WITHOUT ME!!

Hmph!! =(

Poisonivy on 9/20/2005 12:40:00 PM

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

The tank was full when dad passed me his car..

It was a day trip from home -> work @ Orchard -> XBB's plc @ Tiong Baru -> Chalet @ Pasir Ris -> Supper @ Changi V -> XBB's plc @ Tiong Baru -> home again

Being a responsible daughter, Ivy went to top up the petrol that she had used and was SHOCKED that a mere 1/4 tank costed her S$25.00!! Can't help but complained to whichever staff who passed by me in the station.. Tink I whinned too much tat they oso bua ta han me man.. Haha!!

Wah Kaoz!! With the never ending taxes, increment of petrol price, watever expenses you call it.. How to own a car in SIN like tat!! I rather take cab man.. *super heartache*

Poisonivy on 9/18/2005 11:31:00 AM

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Friday, September 16, 2005

Ivy has been eating mooncakes for B'fast, teabreak and supper.. I know I keep saying that I need to go on a diet.. But well, who can resist good food?? Not me definately!! Shall postpone my diet plan for the time being.. Hoo Hoo!!

Here are some of my personal reviews:

Crown Hotel - Teochew Style Yam/Lotus Moooncake
Was rather disappointed that the yam dun taste as good compared to last year (not sweet).. However, the lotus one is darn good!! Paste is sweet and the crust is crispy as usual.. Tumbs up!!

Holiday Inn - Snowskin Lotus with Chocolate Mooncake
I tink u will surely kanna diabetics if u eat too much of this.. So u tink that the centerpiece is Chocolate truffle?? No!! It's Ferrero Rocher lor!! Weird rite..

Oriental Hotel - Traditional Lotus Mini Mooncake
I hate the smell of those 'brown' coloured mooncakes.. But I recommand this thou.. The crust is very thin and the sweetness is just right.. No 'chao ta' smell at all!!

Goodwood Park Hotel - Snowskin Green Tea/Durian Mooncake
Must try!! I hate durians but this simply WOW me over!! The smell is so darn strong even when u keep it inside a tupperware.. When u cut it open, u can see REAL durian lor.. Not the paste hor.. I tink they use top graded durians coz the 'meat' is so thick!! Yummy!! I still prefer green tea coz the taste is so smoothing!! Machiam ur drinking the real brew.. These 2 flavors are highly recommanded!!

Meritus Mandarin Singapore - Traditional Semi-Sweet Lotus Mooncake
Shld go for this if ur health concious.. Notink much to comment abt coz I duno how to appreciate traditional mooncakes..

East Ocean - Snowskin Custard Mooncake
Grab this if u can't afford Goodwood's mooncakes.. It's the best so far (comparing to those normal graded mooncakes)!! Ivy buys from them every year one..

Bangawan Solo - Snowskin Pandan Mooncake
Well......... It's cheap mah.. So wat more can u expect? Hee~

P/S: Now u know y I'm gaining weight le huh.. *hiak hiak*

Poisonivy on 9/16/2005 12:57:00 PM

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Saw Shan's entry & pics on our Sunday outing and decided that it's time to do sumtink abt myself..

Ivy need to cut her fringe!! She looked like a luo han fish with her infamous *kok tao*!!

Ivy needs to jian fei!! Saw her super flabby arms and big big tummy not?? Looked disgusting enuff to ruin ur appetite rite??

*sob sob*

Poisonivy on 9/15/2005 11:54:00 AM

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

In my new office now le.. Can't imagine I have to face my GM everyday from today onwards man.. Those evil eyes kp watching on ur back.. So sianz..

Notink much to blog abt today.. Felt like slping after a super HEAVY lunch!! *yawnz*

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Ivy has a ingrown toenail on her right big toe!! It's kinda swollen and painful.. *Ouch*

Poisonivy on 9/14/2005 02:05:00 PM

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

In the midst of moving to my so called 'new' office.. We shifted from Lvl 4 to Lvl 1 and now back to Lvl 4.. So bo liao..

Waiting for the Engineering Dept to fix my workstation while blogging at my colleague's desk.. This gonna take a LONG LONG time man.. *Yawnz*

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XBB decided to take up the job.. It's going to be *super* tough esp. when the benefits sucks.. Or shld I say there is no benefit at all?!?! But since he likes the environment and job scopes, I will definately give him my fullest support.. Hopefully he can learn sumtink thru this experience (the hard way that is)..

Welcome to the Working World darling..

Poisonivy on 9/13/2005 03:38:00 PM

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Monday, September 12, 2005

How jealous are you?

http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest.php

My Results:

You are 39.68% jealous!For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.

This percentage means that :
- You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
- Occasionally, you over-react to situations.
- Most of the time, you trust the people around.
- Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem.

*With courtesy from HWZ EDMW*

Poisonivy on 9/12/2005 12:26:00 PM

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As expected, it was a 'SUPERSTAR' songs session..

The mere 3 hours were definately not enuff to quench our singing thirst lor.. However, we can't continue blasting each other ears due to our limited budget.. In the end, we went out for a 'aimless' drive, had Rochor tau hua, explored Mount Emily and chiong-ed Bugis Street (I missed the last part!! Bet the gals did some shopping)!!

Had a fun, yet 'sticky' sunday.. If you know wat I mean.. *hiak hiak*

P/S: Pics will be up soon

Poisonivy on 9/12/2005 10:40:00 AM

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Saturday, September 10, 2005

I know that I shld starting saving for my upcoming BKK trip..

BUT BUT....... I just can't resist temptation!! Check out my new 'toy' and it's magic!!

My very own Philips 10 in 1 Multi Styler

BEFORE: Sista was the model for my 'virgin' try

AFTER: Is that really her?? Isn't she pretty.. *hiakz*

With this new baby, Ivy can kiss bye bye to her boring straight hair loo.........

Poisonivy on 9/10/2005 09:23:00 PM

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Friday, September 09, 2005

Mixed feelings..

The BKK/Koh Samui trip might be cancelled.. I will be darn disappointed if we have to forgo this long awaited holiday.. But on the other hand, I will be extremely happy and excited for XBB if he can do sumtink which his really fond of..

It's isn't tat bad after all.. Right?

Poisonivy on 9/09/2005 09:00:00 AM

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Thursday, September 08, 2005

Met Claire and Andrea for dinner at Fish & Co. yesterday.. Both of them commented that my face looked really round now.. Alamak!! Is there any way to lose weight or not!! Getting fatter n fatter everyday man.. Sad~

The 3 guttons had seafood platter and sambal seasonal catch.. I ate so much until I feel like puking man.. Anyway, had fun catching up with the girls. It's been like 0.5yrs since we last met lor.. In fact, Claire got so much to share abt her new found love.. Good luck pal!! And our daring Andrea is getting another tatoo soon!! Really admire her courage man.. She's just so cool!!

Give me more!! Ivy love gatherings!!

Poisonivy on 9/08/2005 01:09:00 PM

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This is so dumb!!

Everyone can see my blog entries except for me!! Hmph!!

Poisonivy on 9/08/2005 09:52:00 AM

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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Sumtink is very very wrong..

I posted an entry yday but it was not published.. I tried blogging again today and it failed me again.. This is my 3rd try liao.. Sigh~

Hello~~ Is sumone hacking my account?!?! Can't be mah.. I din say anything ridiculas wat..

Poisonivy on 9/07/2005 01:54:00 PM

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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

I finally saw the completed VCD sets of Inuyasha on sale at Laser Fair (the stupid arts central stopped showing the cartoon half way thru the series)..

But guess wat? It will cost me a whooping S$390.00 for the whole of 13 volumes!! So ex!! I can buy a HP with that money liao wor.. When can I ever get to finish the cartoon.. Sigh~

Poisonivy on 9/06/2005 12:50:00 PM

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Monday, September 05, 2005

I was 'Junked' for the weekend man..

Junk 1 -->
Duno y I got a sudden craving for potato chips, bought home a tin of Pringles on Friday and finished it one shot while watching TV (not to forget my usual heavy dinner)!!

Junk 2 -->
Met Maybelline n gang @ Creation Inn for dinner on Saturday.. Even XBB was shocked that I could finished the whole lotsa stuff (soup, main course, dessert) on my plate when I just had my brunch at 3pm.. Well, good food cannot waste mah.. =P

Junk 3 -->
Our sun-tanning plan was again spoilt due to bad weather.. So we rented VCDs, ordered KFC and rot our day away @ home.. Meantime, I bought another tin of Pringles and chocolates as snacks.. How can ur mouth rest while watching movies?

Kaoz.. I had so much fried stuff n chips.. Bu fei shi jia!!

Poisonivy on 9/05/2005 11:12:00 AM

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Friday, September 02, 2005

Jia lat liao.. I totally lost count on the no. of times I've voted.. The only tink I know is that I keep pressing S1 and 78277 during the show.. *hee*

Anyway it's all worth it coz Weilian is crowned S.U.P.E.R.S.T.A.R!! Woo hoo!!

With all the big names under Universal, it's obvious Kelly will be a shining star.. Play Music is better for Weilian as their marketing and promotions seems more suitable for him (considered he is blind).. They can create a new cartoon char for his upcoming album mah..

Tan Wei Lian, the asian 'Stevie Wonders'!! I'm so proud of him!!

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Back to work.. *busy busy*

Poisonivy on 9/02/2005 08:27:00 AM

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